Just Some Random Thoughts....

It's a new year, and time for me to make some changes for the better. 


I am really frustrated with the way that some of my so-called "friends" treat me. I'm tired of being lied to and treated as though I don't matter....well, until they need something from me; then I matter A LOT. It hurts when you care about someone, and when it's all said and done, you feel like they never gave a shit about you at all. I'm feeling that with more than one friend right now. They lie to me about things all of the time, and I think by the end of January, there will come a HUGE change. I'm no longer willing to be this person anymore. I'm going to stop doing favors for people, too. I'm tired of being used. I am always the one that people come to when they need something, but when I need something, there isn't anyone there to lend me a hand. I can't live this way anymore.